It has been so long since I have actually sat down and wrote about what I was thinking/feeling/needing/wanting.
My life has changed so much in the last year…some for the better, (actually mostly for the better) and some for the worst.
Walking out on my marriage was something I never thought I would have the guts to do, but in the end…you have to be really fucking selfish and just do what makes you happy.
Living on my own for almost a year REALLY helped me see what it is I need/want out of people & life in general.
I’m a strong, confident, beautiful WOMAN who can survive just fine on her own. I don’t need anyone to lean on, I am my own support system….Or so I was.
Nearly 5 months ago, the most amazing thing happened, I found him.
The one I had been searching for in my husband for years, but never realizing it wasn’t SOMETHING I was looking for, it was SOMEONE, and I just hadn’t found him yet.
I am finally happy, the kinda happy that makes all my friends want to vomit every time I open my mouth.
The kind of happy that makes you grateful for literally everything in your life, a happiness that can’t really even be described, well actually most people would call it being in love.
And that I am. :-)